it's what you do to the people you say you love

awake for 18 hours

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 06:24:58 GMT

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Wed, 09 Jul 2008 08:53:00 GMT

1. schools inordinate.
2. work is a close second.
3. i don't see my friends anymore.
4. i spend every day hanging out with dustin and i wouldn't have it any other way.
5. i'm constantly enervated and usually fall asleep in class/at the wheel/reading.
6. i'm starting to realize i'd like a tattoo and i know what i want and where but i'm not spoiling it.
7. summer almost feels over and i haven't had any time to skate with my friends.
8. i'm ready to graduate and only upset about leaving 3 people behind.
9. i hate living on the third floor.
10. this is boring.

a suit case and a warm coat

Thu, 22 May 2008 09:49:20 GMT

"this kids going to make it - without a doubt, no problem."

i usual shy away at comments like this, but today when peggy said this to her friends, whom happened to be a respected director of photography of features and independent writer/director - i froze from saying anything and all i could do was smirk and probably turned red. taken back from what she had said, peggy is known for giving little to no downright praise, just strict constructive criticism. the most inspiring type of mentor - i thrive in a tough love relationship with my mentors because when your praised, you really know that you've done your best. it's near impossible for me to take pride in myself, my focus is to be as humble as possible and confident as possible - and in this moment, i just let her speak.

for the first time in awhile, all smiles are real,
the tone in my voice is no longer the gray monotone speech pattern, and the laughs are erratic.

for once i can be completely honest when i say "i'm comfortable in my own skin."

i'm slowly falling in love with life here.

a parade

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 21:29:44 GMT

i looked god in the face today.
i heard death speak to me with body language.

a ten story time capsule.
this place has a way with transforming the every day item and putting it in a depressing and exhasting context.
the bed is your home.
health fixed on fog green backlit lcd.
atavan fevers.
man/machine.
fixed tubing.
faded florial pull curtian, weathered in time and the every pull of a new patient.
faces cast in a halogen yellow.

the man happily married for 52 years at bedside with a woman who is no longer there, reading her favorite book to her.

the man lying stoic, face up in an empty room. i've never seen someone so frightened in there life.

everyone here holds the same expression. exaniamte, concentrated, stress, and worry.

carrying themselves with a, “maybe things will be better one day.”

“I'm ready.”
“I'm not ready.”

wondering what they're feeling, what they're seeing. One day we will all find out.

i watched a loved one have a stroke today. i pray to god that none of you ever have to witness it.

Sun, 10 Feb 2008 16:25:25 GMT

"we'll meet again."
"fuck the man."
"tell my mother not to worry."

on a cold vessel in the middle of no where leaving an equally colder place.
the city breathes your name around each corner.
i can't recall if i had the courage to say "i miss you."
"maps."
become no more then a another boy in another city.
watching you sleep in the picture window illuminated by the warm street light.
i'd wake up next to you every morning if given the chance.
fingers locked.
your head against my chest - my chin resting on your head.
watching life from a snow globe.
i've got it all right when you're all wrong.

shaken and distreesd; fever dreams; cold sweats; sleepless nights; lake michigan; lighthouses; missed opprotunites.

i just want to watch you blush one last time.

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 08:11:16 GMT

http://366daysofjames.blogspot.com/

you wear pant suits, you should be in charge of nothing.

Sat, 29 Sep 2007 01:38:03 GMT

for full details visit: State Prepares for Possible Shutdown as Talks Continue

for a list of services to be shut down: Granholm Releases List of Services Affected by Possible Shutdown

State Prepares for Possible Shutdown as Talks Continue

LANSING, Mich. (AP) -- State government starting Monday will attempt to limp along with limited state police patrols, no food safety inspections and just enough caseworkers to protect children and seniors if the governor and lawmakers fail to reach a budget deal that would avert a partial government shutdown.

There was still hope Friday that a shutdown could be avoided if Gov. Jennifer Granholm and state lawmakers could strike a deal before the next fiscal year begins at midnight Sunday to fill a $1.75 billion budget shortfall.

Slightly more than 35,000 of the state's more than 53,000 workers received notices Friday telling them not to report to work on Monday if a shutdown occurs, while the remainder -- including 12,000 prison guards -- were told they'd remain on duty to protect public health and safety.

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thanks for basically entering office again and taking a shit on america's high-five.

great lakes, great times? well it use to be.

you are truly scum Jennifer Granholm.

eyes the size of moons.

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 08:20:13 GMT